Well yeah I guess I’m thinking about it a lot these days. In life one day you can be so sure of what you want and then it’s like you blink and something is different. We can only ignore the call to change for so long… life has a beautiful way of not letting you stay still comfortably. Idk it just how it is it seems.
I’m opening myself to becoming more accepting of the way things are… and this opens up myself to accept how things will be. I want to grow into the next version of me. I know it’s that time. It’s just so hard to let go sometimes…of the habits, the people, the lusts… but I’m wanting to let go and just become… to follow the compass that I’ve always felt inside.
Living in a culture feels like infinite currents clashing into each other. Opinions, influences, everyone vying for your attention. Turbulent water… eventually everyone is confused. I’m looking now for the timeless currents. The deep, slow, and unchanging ones… maybe I am thinking about love and the undoing she will inevitably bring into my perfectly planned and imagined world.