I’m not sure who else feels this way but there is a certain kind of misery that comes with indecision… It’s like different when you don’t know what you want versus when you do know what you want. Like… its worse if you know what you want and dont go for it cause then you don’t have the excuse of not knowing what you want…

There is a certain void that comes with achieving certain things as they only open more questions for me. Things that we are pursuing on our daily basis, that we are told we need…only to find that that’s not really it. I guess this is all part of the growth process in life… trying to find out what we’re really here to do and what really matters at the end of the day… and it’s not what’s going on out here I don’t think.